Have you ever had someone who loves you, so close that when the world burns you down, they turn into ashes?
That’s how my dad loves me.
And my day has been made, as easy as when notification light on my skype flashed. As simple as your daily what r u up to? question popped up.
At that very moment, I knew you came back.
The moment you said I miss you and love you a whole lot.
After 3 frustrating weeks, when I nearly decided to give up. I knew that this was right. And I didn’t have one single reason to quit.
Oke ini agak lame. Hmm, mungkin lame banget. IYE IYEE GAK PAKE ‘MUNGKIN’ PUAS LO HAH HAH?!
Ehm, tapi menyangkut tweet gua barusan, gue juga jadi bertanya-tanya. Dimana ya salah gue? Apa gue pernah buat kesalahan fatal sampe ini karma yang harus gue tuai?
Kenapa gue terus-terusan getting fucked over sementara orang2 yang (menurut gue) lebih brengsek dari gue bisa dapet kisah yang lebih menyenangkan?
Kenapa dari dulu gue kalo suka sama orang ga pernah jadi? Kenapa gitu lagi gitu lagi akhirannya? Emang Tuhan ga bosen apa nulis skenario yang monoton gini buat gue?
Some says, when God has given you a dream, you have to hold on to it. HELL KNOWS I’VE TRIED HARD AS FUCK SO MANY TIMES! Tapi nyatanya, there’s some dreams are meant to let go of. Most of my dreams are, especially when it comes to love. And I’m on the verge of letting go of another one now.
Gue tau mungkin ini ngebingungin, in some posts I seemed to believe in dreams but in the other post I just lost my faith in them. Probably I’m suffering from a multiple personality disorder. If that’s what happens, then all I need to do is figure out how to get back to my other personality.